If You Don't See it Now... It is a Choice.
Anecdotal observations from Atlanta.
I write this post with a heavy heart. It’s one that I have avoided writing. And frankly one I hoped I would never write.
I used to keep a tally in my desk of “events”. Strokes, heart attacks…adverse events that I found to be anomalous. Deaths. At some point I stopped keeping my tally. I didn’t need any more proof. And as it turned out, those that might have benefited from the list didn’t seem to care. These things could always be “explained”….
In the beginning there were certainly more events than there were deaths. Recently, at the request of a dear friend, I rattled off what I could…off the top of my head. The list took my breath away. And over the next couple of days, I realized how many of these events and deaths that I had already memory-holed.
That’s where we are.
There have been so many that it’s hard to recall them all.
These lives. These people.
Before I go on, I’d like to share this excerpt from my first post on Substack to give some reference:
I own a structural integration studio with my partner. He and I collectively, and very consistently, have 70-100 bookings each week. Not all of those are unique individuals, or we would be super human and this conversation wouldn’t be happening because we would have already solved everything and saved humanity. Some of those appointments are private sessions, but many are 2-5 people together. They are all relatively intimate in the sense that they are very small groups of the same people seeing each other regularly and consistently, whilst under some amount of novel stress (see Covid19 Pandemic for almost 3 years now).
“People don’t like to think, if one thinks, one must reach conclusions.
Conclusions are not always pleasant.”
― Helen Keller
It’s my intent to share my experience here. I’m not harboring under any delusions of grandeur. I realize that my contribution to this movement, this resistance, will likely be minimal, at best. But I cannot simply continue to be quiet. It is my hope that my musings will contribute in some way to the collective dissident voice of the group; the group that simply will not comply with the absurdity. Perhaps this will find someone hanging in a similar space, feeling a bit isolated and lonely, and offer a wink and a nod.
You are not alone.
You are not crazy.
The following is the first event that hit truly close to home:
My best friend’s father drove himself to the hospital in May of 2021 with a stomachache. He never left the hospital. His cancer was so aggressive that they were unable to diagnose it before he passed, just two short weeks after driving himself in. It was bile duct cancer.
I attended the funeral where signs were posted requesting that anyone unvaccinated please where a mask.
Shortly after the funeral, I heard the term turbo cancer for the first time. I asked her if she would like me to send her this video I had come across, as it sounded eerily similar to what had happened to her dad.
When I sent her the Rumble video about turbo cancer she screamed at me, asking for my brilliant solution that didn’t include a SHOT IN EVERY ARM….
”I’M ALL EARS, SARAH!”
She didn’t speak to me for months after that.
The passages below are taken from a series of text messages I recently sent, over several days, as I recalled all of the anomalous events and deaths that I could remember. I am excluding names for obvious reasons.
This is why I started writing on Substack. Because it's in my face. I could name off 20 people right now…off the top of my head...who have died…one degree of separation - just from client stories.
M’s friend was 62 and died of a stroke. Her brother in law had a brain bleed and passed.
S’s niece was 31 and died of colon cancer.
E’s friend’s mom was not responding to texts and was found dead in her home. Heart attack.
G’s friend had an aneurism on her deck and passed away. That was her second friend that passed this way recently
There have been multiple clients that have attended multiple funerals in the same week. Like flying two different places in one week for funerals.
S's assistant was out last week to fly home for two funerals in the SAME place!! Her best friend and her aunt. SHE IS IN HER 30’s.
I used to keep a running tab in my desk and then quit when it seemed redundant.
And they are fucked up stories...like A's mother in law went in for arrhythmia and found out she had stage 4 pancreatic cancer. Dead in under 6mo.
N’s neighbor had an event in her backyard and died.
S2 lost her father to rapid cancer (diagnosed at Halloween, dead by Xmas) 2021...literally right after getting the vaccine. Then she lost her aunt to glioblastoma , then her cousin, then her best friend's husband (glioblastoma).
Coffee shop lady’s mother has glioblastoma. She passed two weeks ago.
A pro football player died in her neighborhood jogging with his baby...J's husband was the cantor at his funeral.
J's nephew died three weeks ago - suddenly.
G lost her 40yo trainer - suddenly- to an "undiagnosed" brain issue last year. She lost her best friend too… died suddenly, her aunt, J2's cousin, her daughter in law, and a neighbor.
B (X's) wife's best friend is paralyzed from the neck down. 40’s...had a cardiac even while running. Her dad just had to have two heart procedures.
L just finished 8 weeks of chemo and radiation for her stage 4 cancer that was diagnosed when she went to a doc for a — infection that wouldn't heal.
J3 just went to double funerals last month. AND HE DIDN’T EVEN KNOW HOW HIS MOTHER IN LAW'S SISTER DIED!!! Like, people aren't even asking that anymore!!!
M's father in law died of aggressive cancer about a year ago.
C’s friend died in hospital “of covid”.
B’s jeweler assistant died suddenly and they didn't find him for a week.
My XIL lost both parents- one to aggressive ovarian cancer, one to early onset Alzheimer’s. During Covid.
My XIL’s mom has some crazy rare form of Alzheimer's that had rendered her completely unable to care for herself in under a year. Hospice has been called.
We have a client that is under 50, diagnosed with Parkinson's. 1 month after the shot.
K’s dad died after Remdesivir in hospital.
We had an ER doc wife who stopped coming when I asked too many questions. That was right around when I start Substacking my thoughts..
J4's father in law died of suddenly.
G's father in law is in hospital with recently diagnosed amyloidosis. In hospital as we speak. Chemo to start Friday. Her husband's colleague’s son also died suddenly.
E’s brother died of a heart attack. Her friend of a glioblastoma.
Two clients in the studio have been recently diagnosed with cancer, and currently in treatment. One has a sister who was diagnosed with endometrial cancer at the same time. Cancer does not run in their family.
H has a CT to look at a cyst on her kidney.
One client with fibroids bleeding out.
Just got another glioblastoma call...😔 D's aunt...That's #6 for glioblastoma in my immediate circle.
G's customer just diagnosed with glioblastoma - 6wks ago...discharged from hospital, sent home to wait to die. Now deceased.
Current client: 2 funerals n 2 days.
I just found out a fellow instructor we both taught with spent weeks in the hospital after an emergency brain surgery earlier this year. She is not yet 50.
This brings us to the present. This is what last week looked like:
LAST WEEK: 10/29/23-11/04/23
Monday:
Xam client, recent scan shows nodules on lungs.
Tuesday:
Xpm client upset, coworker, under 40, healthy. Went to hospital last week, died yesterday. No cause reported.
Xpm client. 40. Stabbing chest pains, referred to cardiologist for likely pericarditis.
Wednesday:
Xpm client became flushed and dizzy. Unable to complete session. Left abruptly.
Thursday:
Xam client unable to make appointment because she is so ill from the booster.
Friday:
T reported that she had the booster Wednesday and was just now able to function.
Four separate clients unable to come in.
The hardest lessons to learn are those that are the most obvious.
Theodore Roosevelt
Perhaps everyone is seeing this tragedy unfold as evidently as I am. I don’t mean in the graphs and statistics from Our World in Data, or stories of athletes dropping on fields around the world.
I mean bodies piling up in front of faces. It’s very hard to believe that what I am seeing is happening in every city…like this. And if so, the world may be lost to me.
If I am seeing all of this…What in the actual fuck are the doctors seeing? It certainly cannot be fewer deaths than what I am seeing.
And this is when I cannot stop my mind from wondering about my location.
The CDC is here.
Certainly they are noticing what’s happening HERE. Are they tracking it?
Where would be the best place for them to observe the herd culling murder shot efficacy?
Doing a bang-up job in your hometown, CDC.
Is it just a coincidence that I am seeing what I am seeing, and that the Center for [herd culling] Disease Control is my neighbor?
Did the Nazis run experiments? I’m asking? Did they track their results and “progress”? Just curious where that might be easiest to do…
With the C "vaccines", most early deaths occured within the first 72 hours – but the long term problems still occur months or years later. In the ICU of a colleague (large community hospital in northern Germany), the record is 14 people in one night shift, after they had their rat jabs the day before, all dead within the same week. They died of LAEs, SVTs, STEMIs (e.g. one massive transmural infarction in an 18yo girl), ViTTP. Incidentally, since one was considered "unvaccinated" until 14 days after the 2nd jab, hardly any of these deaths were recorded as vaccine-related; instead, they were attributed to COVID, and thus we got the "pandemic of the unvaccinated."
We had been caring for a vaccinated former cancer patient (54+) of ours since mid 2021, who had been tumor-free and fully functional for 27 years. Against our urgent advice she had two jabs and even got two boosters. After her 2nd jab we had to take her to the university hospital and pick her up again several times a week because she developed severe lung problems, pleural effusion, and ascites in the abdomen. Cytological examination of aspirated fluids revealed signs of adenocarcinoma. Diagnosis was CUP syndrome (Cancer w/ Unknown Primary) and a useless search for a primary tumor started, followed by two rounds of chemo and hormone therapy. Then chronic anemia set in, she got many RBC transfusions, but her condition deteriorated rapidly, despite maximum intensive therapy. Last year we went to her funeral.
Her "vaccinated" father (90) now has hematuria, as well as plasmocytoma, as does the father (70) of another friend. Another elderly gentleman (74), previously active and fit, ended up in our neurological stroke unit after massive brain hemorrhage which necessitated craniotomy. One neighbor (70) was picked up by EMS three times shortly after vaccination, and then died. Another neighbor (72), previously lean and fit, died 4 months ago from pancreatic cancer. In front of one of our urban vaccination centers, an 83yo man dropped dead in the parking lot right after getting his jab. A previously healthy childhood friend (42) of our son keeled over while walking with his young daughter in a stroller. He was taken to university hospital under resuscitation, and died from a massive aneurysm despite emergency surgery. Our next door neighbor (mid 40s, craftsman) who fell for the propaganda and took 3 jabs now shows signs of dementia, as does another neighbor’s wife. His buddy (50) just dropped by last week and told us he’s suffering from heavy bleeding from his colon, vomits up blood, and has a palpable mass in his lower abdomen. His earliest appointment with a specialist is in 3 months (he won’t last that long). Another fully vaxxed friend of ours, a formerly fit lady (71) now suffers from the same problems.
Seven more acquaintances died after their jabs, two of them (50+) with massive acute recidives of old tumors, one – a young, previously perfectly healthy student and active athlete – with a fresh, extensive tumor on the heart that occurred after the 2nd injection. Officially, of course, pure coincidence. He then received a Ventricular Assist Device and was told “this is fine” and that he could live to a very old age. A local news rag even went so far as to say that the tumor was only discovered early because he had to be examined "thanks to the vaccination" and the associated AEs. Two weeks later, he was dead. Many of the “vaccinated” who didn’t pay the ultimate price now suffer from overall deterioration of their physical and mental health, e.g. long lasting and recurring infections, chronic fatigue, COPD, cognitive decline etc.
We just had a birthday party with old colleagues from the university hospital, professors and senior physicians from anesthesiology & intensive care medicine, cardiologists, cardiac surgeons with decades of experience. I'm the black sheep who didn't get "vaccinated" and was therefore no longer allowed to work. They listen to these stories, just shrug them off with "Well, shit happens". All of them, of course, jabbed and boosted to the hilt, fully toeing the official line. Absolutely disgusting, disappointing, and frightening: see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil!
Sorry for the wall of text! I feel like these stories need to be shared – even if just one person will read them and draw the right conclusions – so that all these people didn’t die in vain.
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As a historic footnote re. SV40 and Dr. Mary Sherman, the cancer researcher studying ways to create “turbo cancer” for the CIA and her most gruesome death, take a look at “Dr. Mary’s Monkey: How the unsolved murder of a doctor, a secret laboratory in New Orleans and cancer-causing monkey viruses are linked to Lee Harvey Oswald, the JFK assassination and emerging global epidemics” by Edward T. Haslam, 2007, TrineDay
A short summary of her case can be found in “Hit List: an In-Depth Investigation into the Mysterious Deaths of Witnesses to the JFK Assassination” by Richard Belzer & David Wayne:
http://libgen.is/book/index.php?md5=8A9DF4DCE067790D979A25B13FD2FD74
I hated reading this because I see it everywhere too. I have a friend whose wife was jabbed a few times and now she may have early onset Alzheimers and she's 54. It sickens me.